Grandma
By Patrick T. Reardon
.
The showers have turned to drizzle.
Drops fall heavily now
from the black limbs of a bare tree
in the glare of the street light.
She is tired.
She is worse today.
Some talk
and some smoke
and some run for office.
She has laughed at the scandals of others.
.
She is worse today.
She is close to shore.
She has baked no bread in seven years.
She has not gone to Mass in two years.
She has not smoked in a year.
Her sewing has become knitting.
She no longer watches television.
She is tired.
.
The Commission members
discuss the image of women in advertisements.
They argue strategies.
They choose sides.
She used to pawn her wedding ring
and redeem it when the check came in.
She is worse today.
.
She has been petty in old age.
She has betrayed and aggravated.
She has found small pleasures
inflicting small wounds.
She is tired.
.
She has lived to see
the children of her children’s children
and has taken life from their young lives.
Her heart is failing.
She cannot hear well.
She walks on the arm of a grandson.
.
The rain has stopped
and the night is silent
but for the single car
moving quietly down the street.
.
She is a child now
afraid of growing up.
She is tired.
.
She is worse today.
.
Patrick T. Reardon
10.18.22
This poem, written in 1975, shortly before the death of my Grandmother Mary Thomas at the age of 85, was originally published in Westigan Review in 1976 and included in my book Requiem for David (2017).
